aku..

ga ngerti harus buat apa lagi...

i make him disappointed, and i don't know why?

sometimes questions are coming from my head.. i don't know what something control me to ask crazy question like that?

i think again... "what the hell am i doing??"

and then he really really angry... so now what i must to do..?? a thousand apologizes couldn't help me from his angers.. he was so angry cuz of my question, not a serious question but its really make him hurt...

now on my head is.... "WHY????????"

i have to wait.. i hope he can forgive me...

ya Allah.. "the only thing i ask of U is to hold him when i am not around.. when i am much too far away.."